There are a lot of reasons to every situation but funny how a single reason if magnified can affect the generality of a certain situation. I was a man of reasons before, when things get shitty I always have unending reasons on my pocket to throw yet I have come to realize how shitty I have become.
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| I have lost my words but not my senses |
I have learned silence, I have come to shut my mouth. During confrontations, I just listen-neither confirming nor justying and have reached the point of dwelling into a scene far from the reality. With this, I have questioned my self of my interest to prove myself once in a while, to undertake every attack leading to a sort of confrontation but I have admired silence so much I can't lift my tongue to utter a single word of defense. Maybe I am loser, I cursed my self of not able to tweak a certain situation to a winning end on my part. Was this a game of superiority? or it was just me letting things flow and keeping my self caught from a Queen's strategic moves? maybe I am just a pawn (not a loser after all), a pawn destined to be ruled, to be killed first on every battleship.
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